I don’t usually get personal on here, but your post hit me. I’ve been where you are. I’ve had a couple suicide attempts in my past and spent time in inpatient treatment afterward. I’m still in therapy now, and I know how dark things can get when your own mind turns against you. Depression messes with your head and makes everything feel hopeless and permanent. It tells you you don’t matter or that people would be better off without you. That’s the illness talking, not the truth, even when it feels completely real. I’m really glad you said something instead of keeping it bottled up. Seriously. Try not to go through this alone. If you can, reach out to someone you trust or even a crisis line if things feel heavy. Getting help doesn’t mean you’re weak, it just means you’re still fighting. From one Eagles fan to another, I’m glad you’re still here, brother, and I’m rooting for you to stay.