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7 hours ago, What The F said:

I just learned of the passing of another EMB member. @Dawkins 20 (Shaun). Our Canadian brother who attended several of the old EMB Tailgate parties. 37 years old.  RIP.  =(  

OMG noooo. Prayers for his family & friends grieving.

He'll be missed. :sad:

RIP buddy.  Way too soon.  Way too Fing soon. 

He was a classic.  

 

🙁

Oh no.  Was it his heart?  I think he talked about an inherited condition he was being treated for.  
 

Blessings to his family and friends.  

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I was told it was a blood clot.  =(

18 hours ago, What The F said:

Correct. Big kid. 6'4ish. 

 

1 hour ago, DiPros said:

Oh no.  Was it his heart?  I think he talked about an inherited condition he was being treated for.  

 

14 minutes ago, What The F said:

I was told it was a blood clot.  =(

Sounds like it could have been Marfan Syndrome.  Really sucks he seemed like a good guy. 

Oh man, that totally sucks

So upset hearing this this morning 

:sad:

:sad: no effin' way. 

Didn't he have like 2 or 3 little girls, too? 

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1 hour ago, Glimmer said:

:sad: no effin' way. 

Didn't he have like 2 or 3 little girls, too? 

He does. =( 

Heartbreaking

RIP Dawkins 20

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Sad news. So young. 

RIP Dawkins 20!

  • 3 weeks later...

Nancy.  My neighbor of many years -51 , died last night. Probably a heart attack.  Sudden deaths are hard and take time to process.  I went to bed after Uncle Joes speech and missed all the commotion of the medics, ambulance etc. being here.   Slept right thru it -but I knew something was wrong when I woke up this morning to a missed call from my son. He told me what happened.  We just left Paulo, my sweet mexican  neighbor who is just devastated.
 I wonder if I will die here in this place or somewhere else?

 She took care of her grand kids and everything seemed so normal just days ago..  She also took care of her mother in her old age moved her in with them and she also died here.  Nancy always called you baby.  Jesus.  Shocker.  

  • 3 weeks later...

I’m posting here again. You know I’m old and everybody is dying. It is expected to bury your parents. My good friend just lost his Mom-88.  A good life.  Doesn’t mean it’s easy.  I’m telling you it’s not.  It’s sucks what I know they will go thru.  Family quarrels and selling the farm.  I can only lend my support and show up. That’s it.  All I can do.  She was a fierce lady. Mr Di is cooking her breakfast. 

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Thoughts and prayers with those who have lost loved ones!  😞

  • 4 weeks later...

Tomorrow is 2 yrs. for Mr. Di.  I took the day off and so did my kids.  We'll be back down at the bay working.  I hope by his birthday Jul 1 the place will be mostly finished.

There are still some days I can't believe he's gone and I'm still here.  I did tell him I'd be right behind him.  I have some wonderful people in my life and lots of support so for that I am grateful and it helps me to keep on going.  Grief does change with time.  I am glad I don't have the nightmare of watching him take his last breath over and over,  and leaving him in that hospital bed much anymore. I still take an anti depressant but have not needed to up the dose so I'm coping as best I can.  Challenges and all.  I've shared a couple of those firsts and challenges here.  Still recovering from the bats in the furnace ordeal.   This is the first year there is no garden being planted.  There's a first time for everything.  I think he would have wanted the cottage finished instead of having canned green beans on the first snow fall of the winter. 

Miss you.  Pita that you were.  

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  • 4 months later...
On 5/23/2022 at 12:48 PM, DiPros said:

Tomorrow is 2 yrs. for Mr. Di.  I took the day off and so did my kids.  We'll be back down at the bay working.  I hope by his birthday Jul 1 the place will be mostly finished.

There are still some days I can't believe he's gone and I'm still here.  I did tell him I'd be right behind him.  I have some wonderful people in my life and lots of support so for that I am grateful and it helps me to keep on going.  Grief does change with time.  I am glad I don't have the nightmare of watching him take his last breath over and over,  and leaving him in that hospital bed much anymore. I still take an anti depressant but have not needed to up the dose so I'm coping as best I can.  Challenges and all.  I've shared a couple of those firsts and challenges here.  Still recovering from the bats in the furnace ordeal.   This is the first year there is no garden being planted.  There's a first time for everything.  I think he would have wanted the cottage finished instead of having canned green beans on the first snow fall of the winter. 

💚 

  • 1 month later...
On 5/23/2022 at 9:48 AM, DiPros said:

Tomorrow is 2 yrs. for Mr. Di.  I took the day off and so did my kids.  We'll be back down at the bay working.  I hope by his birthday Jul 1 the place will be mostly finished.

There are still some days I can't believe he's gone and I'm still here.  I did tell him I'd be right behind him.  I have some wonderful people in my life and lots of support so for that I am grateful and it helps me to keep on going.  Grief does change with time.  I am glad I don't have the nightmare of watching him take his last breath over and over,  and leaving him in that hospital bed much anymore. I still take an anti depressant but have not needed to up the dose so I'm coping as best I can.  Challenges and all.  I've shared a couple of those firsts and challenges here.  Still recovering from the bats in the furnace ordeal.   This is the first year there is no garden being planted.  There's a first time for everything.  I think he would have wanted the cottage finished instead of having canned green beans on the first snow fall of the winter. 

So sorry to read this, Di. Much love to you.

Wow, not being here for a while I oddly feel like I’ll still run into Herb and PSSD.  I remember driving to CE’s house with Pargs and hanging with him (brkmsn), etc.  CE is gone too…man.  RIP CE.  Another awesome dude.

On 5/1/2020 at 11:24 AM, Alpha_TATEr said:

I put this on the old board, but this guy was an EMB OG all the way.

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Wow….he was the coolest dude ever.  I remember sending him some Eagles beanies.  We were talking about meeting up somewhere.  That was a real terrible time.  He had a lot of peeps here that loved him.

  • 4 weeks later...
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10 hours ago, Prime said:

Gonna be me up in here soon. Raging alcoholic and pack a day smoker, just ask Dag22, TIG, and neon black. 

Feeling good today though 

No time like the present to try and get that stuff under control.  

On 12/8/2022 at 1:02 AM, Prime said:

Easier said then done, Sissy Spacechick. 

I always told Mr Di you lived your life the way you wanted to. We all have choices. We all know the risks. He was very high functioning- worked hard by day and drank by night.  Smoked 2 packs a day. 
 

Whatever you choose Prime I hope you have the support you need.  Take care. 

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