12 hours ago, What The F said:

My 53 year old aunt died from cancer on October 27th. She was diagnosed on September 9th. This year can F right the F off. 

That suck. Sorry to hear. F 2020

13 hours ago, What The F said:

My 53 year old aunt died from cancer on October 27th. She was diagnosed on September 9th. This year can F right the F off. 

So young.  Sorry WTF.  That's really, really fast too. 

So my best friend who is also like a brother to me., we've known each other since about 14-15 years old just lost his father this morning.  87, cancer.  He was diagnosed a little bit after Mr. Di was and they had the same Doc.  We would run into each other there (pre-covid).  This nice sweet man was a mushroom farmer and raised a wonderful family.  Mr. Di used to do some work for him over the years on his farm.  After covid, he would call to check on Mr. Di, and of course after Mr. Di passed he called me.  He was such a sweet man!  I am relieved he is at peace now.

Since you all know I’m struggling a bit with being alone, I’m also on a mission.  To me, it’s just too easy to go to that dark place. The real challenge is to be hey it’s real, I don’t even know. I know nothing.  I only know what I feel in a moments time and if that’s how I’m to get thru, then really I’m fine.  I don’t really know how to explain it but as mad as I am, I am also so grateful.  This has me going.  I have another death. My friend will need me. I will cook food and offer my support because that’s what I do.  And I will keep doing it.  F2020!   You won’t beat me.  We could pull an upset on Sunday!  Lol.  Praying also for @paco and @binky to get that application thru.  Good night and God bless.  

Visited my friend he’s a mess.  I called the upset.  Just saying.  Had the sewer smell then the alarm starting going off.  I called people. Now they’re pulling in    F F F 

I’m going to bed.  I may wake up.  I wish I could  just go next him in the ground.  
 

But you won’t let me.  I know I’m strong 

I just don’t feel it all the time.   I shoveled lots of snow today so f u!   

Hope you feel like yourself the next time. Happy holidays!

Well. Let’s end this thread shall we?   
 

Hope you all had an ok Christmas.  Had to cancel my beach rental for next week. Daughters boyfriend got sick with covid and shes quarantined til the 28th. Tested negative thank goodness. Following guidelines. She did a drive by today and I gave her a to go package.  She also did a drive by her bf’s place.  Pic attached.  Everyone well and safe is all that matters.   Best gift ever is no sewer gas odor.  I think it’s fixed.  Turning that corner!   2020 was hard but we did it!!!

My FIL died Monday night.  So needless to say 2020 can definitely go F itself.

48 minutes ago, rambo said:

My FIL died Monday night.  So needless to say 2020 can definitely go F itself.

Sorry man. 

11 hours ago, rambo said:

My FIL died Monday night.  So needless to say 2020 can definitely go F itself.

Oh Rambo I’m so sorry.  Hang in there. T minus 6 days.  

On 12/25/2020 at 9:28 PM, rambo said:

My FIL died Monday night.  So needless to say 2020 can definitely go F itself.

Sorry for your loss, Rambo. My thoughts are with your family during this time. May his memory be forever a blessing. 

Good riddance!!    
 

2020 sucked for so many!!!!

 

 

It's OVER!!!! 

YAAAYYYYY!!!!